614) There have been several events in my life recently that I’ve had to depend on faith in ways I’ve never had to. I found myself saying to God, “You say the ‘just shall live by faith’ but I’m struggling. Whatever You decide (in these situations), I will accept it, by faith.” Sounds like dedication, doesn’t it? If I stopped there, maybe it would, but to tell the truth, I have also found myself adding to these very words, “Even though I don’t feel like trusting You; even when everything within me wants to worry and problem-solve it; even when I don’t think You’re listening to me; I will trust.” I may have to say these words over and over, God doesn’t mind. I think that these thoughts and feelings are what faith is made of. Habakkuk 2:4