1908) When I read verses like John 14:27, I often have an internal conflict if I take the time to meditate on it. The verse says, (NLT) “I am leaving you with a gift — peace of mind and heart. And the peace I give is a gift the world cannot give. So don’t be troubled or afraid.”  

What is it about this verse that sometimes leaves me conflicted? It isn’t in the promise Jesus states in this verse. After all, who wouldn’t want peace of mind and heart? The conflict lies in knowing that in this world, life is often cruel and difficult. Where is the peace then?  

When I most want some peace, I try to produce it myself. It may be taking a walk, a hot bath or getting out a good book. I don’t think there’s anything wrong with doing these things, in fact, they may be very helpful in the moment, but it doesn’t last. It’s a temporary fix.  

What I want is enduring peace in spite of all the horrible, difficult things that come my way. How do I keep putting one foot in front of the other when a loved-one is dying? When my pet must be put to sleep? When my child is suffering? Where is the peace?