1545)  There have been times in my life when I have gotten so angry at God, I could literally scream. These are times when the pain inside is so raw and the feeling of abandonment so real, I am tempted to turn my back on a God who claims to love me. Have you ever felt this way? A man named Habakkuk did.

In the first chapter of his book. Habakkuk’s prayer is honest and very appreciated by me. He says (in my own words) How long do I need to cry for help before you’ll hear me, God? Aren’t you listening? How long do I have to beg you for help with those who mistreat me? Why do you just stay there in heaven and not stop injustice on earth? Why does it seem you’re ok with people’s wicked decisions? All these things happen regularly and yet you do nothing! Why? Habakkuk 1:2-4.

God answers Habakkuk’s questions (again, in my own words) You just keep watching. I am currently working on righting all the wrongs you see on the earth. My punishment for those who reject me will happen. These people, during this life, seem stronger, mightier, ruthless, spewers of vitriolic words and more but, remember, I am watching and working behind the scenes and will stop this one day, once and for all. Habakkuk 1:5-11.

What I think is interesting between Habakkuk’s “complaints” and God’s reply is that God does not rain down fire on him for his “lack” of faith. It is evident that God understands the feelings Habakkuk brings to him and patiently answers them.

Perhaps it is not a lack of faith to be angry and question God. Maybe that’s how faith continues to be strengthened.